Saturday 30 July 2011

Almost there!!!

I’m almost there, so close to the end!! I can’t wait to be done with this and take a long ass break from academia, maybe start doing other stuff that I love such as...such as...wait, I know there’s something I love other than human remains and archaeology. A good five plus years of my life have been spent with all my energies focus on archaeology. It’s not a bad thing, but it’s now time to either start taking it super “Nigey” or focus on other things in my life. I love fashion, but can’t dress myself for shit. I’m always the chick the corner who’s dressed like a boy or a bag-lady. I like art, but I can’t even draw a straight line. There’s photography and modelling, but alas imp no good or just too fat to get into either. Ah well, something is bound to come up with all the spare time I’m going to have to myself from September onwards. Bits of travelling and volunteer work maybe? I could try being a mom, that’s something I’ve always told myself I would suck at, but a part of me really wants to try it out. I took care of Kiva pretty well, and David was doing fine until Nicolas drove over him = (. I’ll start over with another plant and we can take it from there.

I have mixed emotions about leaving York already, took them long enough to get here!  I’m so psyched about wrapping up this degree so that I can go home and see my family again. Lounging out in the folk’s bedroom sprawled on the floor watching the telly and just teasing everyone about something or other. Watching cartoons until really late with my baby bro, who at times often tells me to grow up. Hanging out with my superstar bro and often wondering what is going on inside his head...all these little things I miss to much. Then there are the few mates that I still have, miss them loads too, especially now with this whole dissertation crap. Coffee, wine, random moments and awesome mates had become my staples. Whilst longing to go back home, I’m also sad to be leaving the mates and the familiar surroundings here in York. Gyaaa, it’s taken so long to get to this point and when I’m finally here, I have to leave. Well, I suppose I could just stay on and get a job here, but nothing is finalized yet and I really do want to go home for a bit. There are some things I would like to get sorted out first before I head off again into to other corner of the globe. A couple of things i will be happy to be rid of once this is all over, is that I won’t have to work with some people ever again or at least for a long time. Don’t get me wrong, they really are nice people, but we just can’t work together. I have my way and they have theirs; tried to make it work, but it hasn’t and they just don’t seem to want to try things my way. So...goodbye to you, rather catch at the pub rather than the workplace. My collection of stalkers should disappear too! Thought it would be fun and a compliment to have a bunch of people after your ass 24/7, but its not, its freaky that’s what it is!!! I wont have to look over my shoulder anymore to see who’s following me, or take new routes to get to my house =) over with!!!! Later bitches!!!

Going to get me a proper manfriend, on the topic, my mum seems to have found me a manfriend! Don’t know what to think of that just yet, clearly she wants her grandbabies. Well, not from my vagina, and no mom, I don’t want a baby sister!!!!!

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